This is a more detailed look at myself. I love sharing the gospel of God, and this is where I will try and write my thoughts, and let you know what I'm thinking. By the way, those three things I love most about myself, don't talk it conceitedly, its just so that I never forget that I should totally love myself, b/c before I can love others, I have to love myself Now, in my past, I have had a rough time. I don't feel like sharing that Actually, what I want to share is my onfire love for God. He is the most important thing in my life, and will always be. With this intention, I start my christian penpal club, and WOW! Is it ever growing!! 1000+ people, all loving, and are always encouraging to me, telling me how wonderful it is that such a young person is so much for the Lord.
I attend Circle Square Ranch every year, and has it ever affected my life. Click here to read something I wrote about it, so that you can understand just what an impact it has on me(a BIG BIG ONE!!!)
I try to have quiet time with God every night, which consists of reading my bible(I'm STILL in Psalms!!), and reading my devotion, which my wonderful friend, Julie, gave me, called Stomping Out The Darkness. I think everyone should talk with God everyday. If you don't, you can get wayyyyy off track. I love letting know why I can be kind to the most horrid people, or smile through the hardest situations. The answer is very simple: GOD!!! He answers all problems!! It doesn't always go your way, but it is always what is the best for you! I have lots of christian friends, who, right now, are soo off track, they can't even tell anymoe. It's because they don't keep a close relationship with God, and, instead look to their friends for all their answers, and do whatever the group is doing. I pray for all these friends every night, but its gonna take themselves to understand what they do is wrong, and that they need God in their lives.
I would like you all to pray for Tina, my friend, Lee's, friend. She needs your total support at this time.
Any of you guys ever confused in life about which direction it is going?? OHHH! Mee!!! I am alwasy concerned if I'm going to get married. I'm always worried that there really is no one out there JUSt for me! I mean, stupid little things like that but I am always worried about it. There are so many wonderful people out there, but when ever I'm around all these people, I feel so alone. I'm praying and waiting though, and things will work out, I hope.(Mar.7/99)
EASTER BREAK>I'm sitting here on my Easter break, a little bored, so I thought I would write more abotu my life in here. Things are much better, I had some problems awhile back, but God has totally solved them for me. Amazing what can happen when you turn a problem over to God, eh?
An unfortunate thing happened yesterday, Edmonton lost to Toronto, now, is that not sad? I found it very disturbing, and our new goalie was a bit of a dissapointment to put it mildly! Oh well, some may beg to differ(ARMANDO!!). But, yeah, I was thinking of putting my picture on here, but I dont' know if I want to, so, if you think its a good idea, let me know, k?
I am going to a youth event this weekend, its like camp, just for the weekend, I'm hoping its fun. The focus is prayer, so that will be a nice way to refocus my life. HAve you noticed(girls, well, unless guys like to shop there!), that at CLAIRES they sell a lot of christian jewelry, like WWJD?, PUSH, and FROG(Push stands for Pray Until Something Happens, I cnat' remember what Frog stands for). I thought that was amazing, a nice way to reach out in an unexpected way!Apr. 5, 99
WEll, I just got back from AYF the other day, man was that an experience and a half. I rolled my ankle unfortunately, which really sucked, but hopefully it will be okay in a few weeks. Things have been going REALLY good for me lately. I got to spend my weekend with some great friends, and Lee and I got the chance to share our testimonies on Sunday in front of the congregation. I was a little scared, but it was definetly something I enjoyed doing. I also got the chance to meet Luke, a member of my christian penpal club, which was really cool! I had tons of fun, though I am extremely tired now. so, I'm going to go, since I'm in school, and I'm not supposed to be doing this. Anyways, hopefully tonight I will put a guest book in here, so please sign it, k? Let me know what you think! April 13/99
hey, yet another chapter of my life. Things in life are totally rocking! I get to go to Lee's grad, which is way too cool! We also got report cards today, my avg. is 86%, with a 90% in Social. I'm happy in life right now, and God and I are doing good! We are starting to have prayer before devotions now, so all of us can get together and pray about everything, that is just what I need! I should go, I gotta eat! April 14/99
hey, I just got back from YC'99, what an experience!! YC is a youth conference held in REd Deer every year, this year having 6800 youth come to worship Christ! It's grown so big that next year its going to be held in Edmonton at the Sky Reach Center. I learned a ton and a half there, if you want to read it, I have it all down. Just go to my main page, and click on the part about YC. It's unbeliveable
I know a lot of people have a hard time witnessing to others. I see people come from camps, totally on fire for God, the last thing they want is to go back to the way they were. There is this song by Heart Attack(the newest group of Heart ATtack), that is called What Has Happened to You?. Here are the lyrics
SUMMER- WOW! Was summer EVER a blast! I spent almost my entire summer( 6 out of 9) out at the ranch of Circle Square. Like I've said before, Circle Square Ranch is a christian camp for kids from 6 to 18 years old. I did things from being an assistant counsellor, to a counsellor, to kitchen help, to being a camper. And, WOW! Did I ever learn a lot. If you want to read some stuff I picked up along the way, check out this link.Click here
AS you walk into their sight, see their faces shining bright, don't wanna tell them,What has happened to you.
chorus:
You fear to tell them though you want to let them know
They may not understand, they may not care
But if you look into their eyes, you'll know that it will touch their soul.
I know that you will beat the fear of what they'll say to you
The artificial smile they wear seems mock their own despair, but deep down inside they need to hear
What has happened to you. Their emptiness seems crowded in by their selfish little sins, they need to nhear, What has happened to you.
chorus
You make a solemn vow that you will talk to them somehow and try to tell them, What has happened to you.
Their eyes fill up with tears, this is what they had to hear, they begin to understand,
What has happened to you
This is a good song to listen to, and Heart Attack do a very good job of it. You gotta remember, that though it may scare your pants off to witness to anyone, it is probably just what they needed to hear. I hope this song touched your heart, and gives you teh courage to do what your heart tells you is right to do!!
This is all for now, this page is just new, so I hope you enjoy it. Email me!!!
Things I Love Best About Myself
Things to Definetly Check Out!
Angelfire - Free Home Pages
My growing Christian Penpal club
Circle Square Ranch-Where I wanna work!
Christian bud with a feel for Star Wars
